For 13 1/2 years I suffered with many chronic pain disorders. The last neurologist I saw said I had Multiple Sclerosis. However the test to confirm that never was done because my husband did not want me to suffer with one more test. He asked the doctor if there was anything they could do to help me if the test were positive. The Doctor said no, the diagnosis would neither help nor change anything. So my husband said it made no difference what I had, putting a name on it wouldn’t make it any better, only Abba Father could help me. Putting that name on the sickness could even cause me to be denied insurance as a friend of his had that happen to his wife and she eventually died. The things that I had been diagnosed with were: RSD (reflex sympathetic dystrophy) Hip and lower back pain Duodenal Ulcer, Interstitial Cystitis and Spastic Colon Chronic Fatigue & Fibromyalgia Foot & Sternum Pain Arthritis (of the spine) Muscle atrophy TMJ, Migraines & Trigeminal Neuralgia Poor eyesight and double vision Food Allergies and Environmental Illness Rosacea & Acne Heart Problems (mitral valve prolapse) Everything hurt me, from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. Walking on concrete was like walking on nails. Wearing shoes was so painful, wearing clothes was painful, lying down was excruciating, standing up was worse, sitting down was unbearable. Walking with a cane hurt my hand and arm so bad and riding in a wheelchair was worse as it made my hips and back and legs hurt. I could not walk for longer than 5 minutes and standing still was like standing on a bed of nails. Looking down hurt my neck which resulted in it being very difficult to do the things I loved, reading, sewing, and playing my guitar. Even holding a piece of paper for more than 5 minutes was just excruciating for me. All I could do is lie on an egg crate mattress and watch religious television and wait for the day someone, ANYONE would have a word of healing for me. I really just needed a whole new body and I used to ask the Father for that very thing daily. I had two of the most painful neurological disorders and the third I probably had was Multiple Sclerosis along with ten other serious chronic pain disorders. My husband carried me many times when I couldn’t go another step. He stood beside me and cared for me through it all! He bought expensive special shoes and orthotics trying to help me. He even bought a car for me that I could adjust the seat to a position to take pressure off of my hips and controls on the steering wheel so I could drive without touching my sensitive feet to the pedals unless it was necessary. Even if the air from a fan or a cold air conditioner touched my feet it was excruciatingly painful for me. My husband took me to healing meetings and prayed for me again and again believing for my healing. He learned to rub my feet to bring circulation back to them as my toes were blue and one toe was frozen up where it didn’t move. Whatever the need be, he was there to take care of me! Without his loving support and care and the love of my Abba Father I don’t think I would be here today. It was difficult to accept help from anyone as I didn’t want to be dependant upon anyone. I was stubborn and even at times didn’t want my husbands help. I realized through this ordeal that Renalee needed to die to a lot of pride and stubbornness. The enemy meant all of this for the bad but YHWH used it for His good. It was to bring me to a place that I could find truth, be free, and serve YHWH with my whole heart. I realize now that sin and disobedience brings sickness into our lives. It isn’t a very popular thing to say as people including myself don’t want to hear it. We were healed by Yahshua’s stripes 2,000 years ago. But if we don’t repent of our sins or we continue to walk in disobedience it brings sickness. Look at how many times disobedience brought plagues on the children of Israel and it was only through the repentance and intervention in prayer of Moses that the plagues were stopped. It is YHWH’s will that we all prosper and be in good health but only as our soul prospers. Unfortunately today we accept sickness without questioning where we may have opened the door. Yahshua has paid for our sins and sicknesses and delivered us from all spirits of infirmity by the giving of Himself to pay for our sins. But unless we repent, which is to turn away from sin and cry out to Yahuah for forgiveness in the name of His son Yahshua, we are not walking in the provision of healing and salvation He came to bring us. We’ll fight off sin and trust Yahshua for our salvation, but we welcome sickness in the door the minute it shows up. We immediately confess that we are sick or in pain. Just like the spies that went into the land, we give a bad report and end up wandering in the desert of transgression and infirmity for 40 years. Where are the Joshua‟s that proclaim a good report? The ones who joyfully proclaim: “Yes there are giants in the land, but our Mighty YHWH can destroy them. He will fight the battle for us”. I use this spelling of YHWH’s name as it is the way it was originally spelled in the Bible. The words God and Adonai and Lord replaced His name to protect it from being profaned. However in the act of protection, it was actually lost and we began to call him God as if that was His name. It would be like you called me “singer” instead of Renalee. There is power in His name and we best know what it is. Psalms 91 says our protection comes “Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him; I will set him on high, because he has known My name. 15 He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him and honor him. 16 With long life I will satisfy him, and show him My salvation.” His name is YHWH, I call Him Yahuah (Yah- oo- wah) but I continue to spell out the name so you can say it in the way you are comfortable as Yahweh or yod hey vav hey, which is the way you say the letters of His name. We must get our confession and thinking right. The giants of sickness and sin look huge to our eyes when we look at them with worldly vision. But when we realize that YHWH’s footstool is the Earth and the Universe is His tent, we catch the vision of truth and those giants begin to pale in stature, to our awesome Mighty YHWH. Choose life and the blessing through our salvation, Yahshua. The meaning of the Sons name is “Yah saves” and this is how that name would be spelled, instead of Jesus which has no literal meaning. So I choose to use the name Yah-shua (Yah saves). You may choose what you wish to call Him, this is just the name I have become comfortable with after studying the Word and knowing my Abba Father for 35 plus years. Trust me I had to fight for my healing because it had taken up residence in me. I let it in the door, confessed it daily, and believed in it. The pain was real to me, even more real than the truth I thought I knew. I served Yahshua the best I could. I still prayed almost everyday. When I was stuck in bed, when I couldn’t sleep because the pain was so unbearable, I’d tell the adversary he’d be sorry for putting me there because I was going to lay there and pray. Intercession went forth but not repentance. I didn’t believe that I had done this to myself; I blamed it on the adversary. I couldn’t understand why Yahshua didn’t heal me. I didn’t realize that I myself opened the door to this sickness by disobedience and a bad report and putting my faith in the word curses that the doctors spoke over me. I did believe Yahshua could heal me, the problem was I believed in the indoctrination I had been taught, that when it was His will, I would be healed. The truth was, it WAS His will, that is why He died for me and took stripes on His back. It was up to me to line up with the word and choose life. One day while lying on the couch, as usual, and I saw a program on a TV show where someone’s Dad was supposed to die in 1 month with cancer. Someone told him about receiving healing by taking communion, so he began to take it everyday and he was healed! I’m sure a pastor wouldn’t take communion without repenting first because they go hand in hand. You should not take it unworthily is what Paul said. I said to myself, “I can do that”. But I asked Yahshua if it would be a ritual for me to do that everyday. He spoke to me and said, “as long as there is a revelation happening each time I took it, it would not be a ritual.” So each day it was fresh to me. A new way to recognize Yahshua as my peace, savior, healer, and provider, and it brought repentance. I knew to not take the body and the blood unworthily so each time I asked forgiveness of my sins. In studying the Word I found that He said as oft as you do it, do it in remembrance of me. I would pray to Yahshua “I remember that you died for me and took my sins on yourself. I repent and recognize that all have sinned and come short of the glory. I recognize who you are and what you’ve done for me and I thank you that I am healed.” Then I found a real truth in that I was already healed by His stripes. So I would claim my healing and proclaim that “my YHWH cannot lie and He says, I AM HEALED” as I held up the cup of communion up to Him. During this time I met some precious people who were missionaries and I went to one of his teachings. He taught about how if we are to give sacrificially that it would have to cost us something. In the book of Leviticus when someone brought an offering it was very costly. The animals were their food and livelihood, and the frankincense added to the offering was one of the most costly things on earth, and represented praise worship and prayers of the people. It was more costly than gold due to its rarity and it is more precious to YHWH than gold. So it truly cost them something to bring a sacrifice to YHWH. The blood was a temporary covering for sin until Yahshua would come. After I went to this man’s teaching I had a dream. I was in a church with lots of people and the teacher said that he needed someone to volunteer to pray 8 hours for one day of the week. I sat there thinking “wow, who could do that?” I already prayed a couple of hours a day and couldn’t figure out what you would pray about for 8 hours. No one in the room raised their hands and then Abba Father spoke to me and said “I want you to do it.” I really didn’t want to do it; it seemed too costly for me to give that much of my time. I said Abba how can I do that? He said” remember what Andrew said? A sacrifice always costs you something.” I realized that a true sacrifice to the Father isn‟t something that comes easily, that’s why it is called a sacrifice. I woke up the next morning and decided that I would pray on Fridays before the Sabbath. At first it was a long day for me but after a while it became a delight to be in His presence. I found myself repenting for everything and everyone in all my generations. I repented on my face before YHWH everyday, and then 8 hours at the end of the week. It was a true sacrifice of praise as it was so painful to lie there in the floor. Many times I would put pillows on the floor and lie before Him and repent for every sin I could think of, even my parents and grandparents sins. As the Word says that even to the third and fourth generation are the sins of the father passed down to the children. At one point YHWH told me I had more faith in the sickness than in Him. I cried out in repentance to Him and prayed for His mercy and forgiveness realizing this was idolatry, as I was putting more faith in sickness than in Yahshua’s sacrifice for my sins and the stripes He took for my healing. Looking back now I see that my confession of pain and sickness was a greater reality to me than that of YHWH’s healing power. The pain that I suffered literally overrode my thinking and every function of my life. It was unbearable most times and just unlivable the rest of the time. After about 3 months of communion and repentance, I had a dream. I DREAMED that a man who represented healing came into a gymnasium full of people, where I and my husband and daughter were. I was going over to tell him what was wrong with me and was trying to get there before anyone else as I was so desperate to be healed. Before I even got there he pointed at me and a white light, like lightening, came out of his hand and hit me in the forehead. I fell in the floor and then began to fly around the room above all the people’s heads and laugh and praise YHWH. I don’t know how long it was before I came back to stand on the floor, but it was then that a prophecy was given from YHWH. He said that I would have a healing ministry and so would my daughter. END of DREAM. When I woke up the next morning, to my amazement, I was healed of all the pain!!!! There was no pain in my body! What a glorious day. It had been many years since I didn’t know pain at all times. Suddenly I could pick up a 40 lb bag of dog food. I could walk any distance at the mall without using a handicap sticker, a cane or a wheelchair. I could, to my joy, hold my grandchildren, vacuum, hike, sit for hours, travel, and eat ice cream and pizza. Here in a dream, of all places, I had gotten the new body I had, for so many years, prayed for. My husband’s prayers were answered along with all of my family and friends. Thanks be to YHWH, all glory and honor to Him. It was soooo wonderful to be free!!!!!! I wanted to go to the doctor and get the two, 12 inch thick medical charts that had been split twice so he could carry them, to have their final entry!!! A miracle had happened!!! I wanted it written in black and white to glorify my Yahshua. My doctor is a powerful man of faith, so I knew he would rejoice with me, and not think I had gone crazy. As I was driving down the road going to my appointment I was thinking about my testimony and what I would say to the doctor. Let’s see, I had begun by repenting and then taking communion and then I had the dream……. I was interrupted by YHWH’s voice that was so loud and frightening I slammed on my brakes and almost stopped my car as I drove around this huge curve. He said “No, your healing began when you began to keep The Sabbath. You kept my covenant of the Sabbath so I honored your covenant of communion.” I began to weep and praise my Abba Father as the whole thing became evident to me. All the pieces began to come together and at last I could understand all the things that had happened in my life throughout the years. A few months before the truth of repentance and the revelation of communion had been shown to me; I had felt so convicted about keeping the Sabbath according to Isaiah 58:13-14. It says that, as we hold back our foot on the Sabbath (Saturday) from pursuing our own interests on His Holy day; if we call Shabbat (Sabbath) a delight, YHWH’s holy day worth honoring; and then honor it by not doing our usual things or pursuing our own interests or even talking about them. Then we will find delight in YHWH. And he will make us ride on the heights and feed us with our heritage from Jacob (Ya’acov) for YHWH’s mouth has said it. There are four blessings in Isaiah 58 promised to a Sabbath keeper. #1 You will find your joy in YHWH: Isaiah 58:14 When we” DELIGHT” in entering into YHWH’s Holy day to be with Him and rest in His covenant and be obedient to Him, there is a real joy that comes to your spirit. It is the joy of YHWH and is only present when it is your delight to be with Him in full covenant, rather than just going through the motions because you feel it is traditionally necessary. He doesn’t want our sacrifices he wants our heart. I had been going to a Sabbath keeping church for 2 years but would leave the meeting on Sabbath and go to the store. I had truth but it wasn’t written in my heart nor was I implementing it in my life. I lacked the delight in YHWH and His truth. #2 You will have spiritual authority to declare the Kingdom of Heaven. Is.58:7″YHWH will cause your enemies attacking you to be defeated before you; they will advance on you one way and flee before you seven ways….13 YHWH will make you the head and not the tail; and you will be only above, never below – if you will listen to, observe and obey the commands of YHWH your God. Luke 10:17- 20 “Then the seventy returned WITH JOY, saying, “Yahshua, even the demons are subject to us in Your name.” 18 And He said to them, “I saw Satan fall like lightning from heaven. 19 Behold, I give you the authority to trample on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall by any means hurt you. 20 nevertheless do not rejoice in this, that the spirits are subject to you, but rather rejoice because your names are written in heaven.” 14 Then shalt thou delight thyself in the YHWH; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of YHWH hath spoken it. Now that, is “riding on the heights of the land” (Is.58:14), I rode on the high places of the earth in the dream. I think that is what YHWH was revealing to me. It also says that nothing by any means shall harm you and you have spiritual authority over the enemy and all of his devices, not only that but the enemy has to FLEE from you 7 ways. Halleluyah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #3 You will be “Feasting on the inheritance of your father Jacob.” This is walking in that place of a child of promise, in a covenant spoken by YHWH himself. To feast is an elaborate and usually abundant meal often accompanied by a ceremony or it can also be some entertainment or something that gives unusual or abundant enjoyment. Our delight is in Him and in turn He prepares a table for us, an inheritance so rich and wonderful and more than enough. This is the life more abundant that Yahshua promised us and the fullness of joy. It is the 100 fold blessing and His fullness of blessing. Yahshua said in John 10:10 “The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.” John 15: 9 “As the Father loved Me, I also have loved you; abide in My love. 10 If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love, just as I have kept My Father’s commandments and abide in His love. 11 These things I have spoken to you, that My joy may remain in you, and that your joy may be full #4 Health and Healing comes from keeping the Sabbath Holy. Yahshua spoke to me and said specifically that keeping of the Sabbath was the reason He had healed me. Exodus 15:25-26 ThereYHWH made a decree and a law for them, and there he tested them. 26 He said, “If you listen carefully to the voice of YHWH and do what is right in his eyes, if you pay attention to his commands and keep all his decrees, I will not bring on you any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians, for I am YHWH, who heals you.” Isaiah 58: 8 Then your light will break forth like the dawn, and your healing will quickly appear; then your righteousness will go before you, and the glory of YHWH will be your rear guard. 9 Then you will call, and YHWH will answer; you will cry for help, and he will say: Here am I. “If you do away with the yoke of oppression, with the pointing finger and malicious talk, 10 and if you spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry and satisfy the needs of the oppressed, then your light will rise in the darkness, and your night will become like the noonday. 11YHWH will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail. 12 Your people will rebuild the ancient ruins and will raise up the age-old foundations; you will be called Repairer of Broken Walls, Restorer of Streets with Dwellings. 13 “If you keep your feet from breaking the Sabbath and from doing as you please on my holy day, if you call the Sabbath a delight and YHWH’s holy day honorable, and if you honor it by not going your own way and not doing as you please or speaking idle words, 14 then you will find your joy in YHWH, and I will cause you to ride on the heights of the land and to feast on the inheritance of your father Jacob.” The mouth of YHWH has spoken. My husband and I closed our Saturday (Sabbath) concession business to honor His word to keep the Sabbath Holy. It was very hard on us financially as we were already having difficulties economically. The manufacturing recession hit us hard with plant closures in our town and my husband’s job was suddenly gone. There weren’t any other jobs out there to be found either as the whole telecommunication industry was affected. So it wasn’t an easy decision to close the source of making ends meet, it cost us something. But even Yahshua had to pay the price and we all have to count the cost in some way or other. It cost YHWH the life of his only Son to save us. When my husband and I paid the price, He knew we desired Him and His joy and delight, more than mere earthly things. We had to eventually declare bankruptcy with many others in our little town. We were financially bankrupt but spiritually we were blessed, as we had found the truth of obedience and the blessing of resting and meeting with YHWH on the day He had set apart to be with us. Yahshua has restored us in every way now. I have been healed and restored, my husband has a secure job now, and we have found great joy and delight in being with Him on His special day. The spiritual authority and covenant of YHWH is operating in our lives as it was intended to be. YHWH declared his rest of Shabbat (Sabbath) from the day of creation as an everlasting forever covenant. He confirms it through the word (Torah) to keep His covenant forever as a sign between us and Him that we belong to Him, like our wedding ring. And when we began keeping this covenant out of Love for our Abba Father it manifested the covenant of healing brought by Yahshua‟s stripes. John 14: 21 Yahshua says “whoever has my commands and keeps them is the one who loves me, and the one who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and reveal myself to him.” We chose life and the blessing over the things of this world and that is what moved YHWH’s heart to hear our prayers and meet our needs in abundance. He then truly began to reveal himself to us and showed us the path of healing and restoration because of entering into His covenant with Him. We must choose life and the blessing, or death and the curse, as it is clearly laid out in Deuteronomy 27 and 28. If you haven’t made it a conscious choice, without knowing it, you are probably walking under the curse of disobedience. “Choose you this day” is what the Word says. Life is all about choices, had I not made the right choices that lined up with YHWH’s Word, I would have many more years added onto the 13 and a half years of pain and sickness, if I was even still on the planet. YHWH himself walked through the covenant and expects us to choose to do so as well. It is a marriage vow to be His forever and put on the wedding ring of keeping His Sabbath Holy. Abba Father, I choose life and the blessing. I love you and want to delight in your presence on our special day together, I want to remember the Sabbath and keep it Holy because you are Holy. Isaiah 58 says that as we hold back our foot on the Sabbath Then we will find delight in YHWH. And he will make us ride on the heights and feed us with our heritage from Jacob (Ya’acov) for YHWH’s mouth has said it. Remember the blessing in Deuteronomy 28 that said: 1 “If you listen closely to what YHWH your Elohim says, observing and obeying all his mitzvot (commands) which I am giving you today, YHWH your Elohim will raise you high above all the nations on earth; 2 and all the following blessings will be yours in abundance -if you will do what YHWH your Elohim says: 3 “A blessing on you in the city, and a blessing on you in the countryside. 4 “A blessing on the fruit of your body, the fruit of your land and the fruit of your livestock – the young of your cattle and flocks. 5 “A blessing on your grain-basket and kneading-bowl. 6 “A blessing on you when you go out, and a blessing on you when you come in. 7 “YHWH will cause your enemies attacking you to be defeated before you; they will advance on you one way and flee before you seven ways. 8 “YHWH will order a blessing to be with you in your barns and in everything you undertake; he will bless you in the land YHWH your Elohim is giving you. 9 “YHWH will establish you as a people separated out for himself, as he has sworn to you – if you will observe the mitzvot (commands) of YHWH your Elohim and follow his ways. 10 Then all the peoples on earth will see that YHWH’s name, his presence, is with you; so that they will be afraid of you. 11 “YHWH will give you great abundance of good things – of the fruit of your body, the fruit of your livestock and the fruit of your land in the land YHWH swore to your ancestors to give you. 12 YHWH will open for you his good treasure, the sky, to give your land its rain at the right seasons and to bless everything you undertake. You will lend to many nations and not borrow; 13 YHWH will make you the head and not the tail; and you will be only above, never below – if you will listen to, observe and obey the mitzvot of YHWH your Elohim 14 and not turn away from any of the words I am ordering you today, neither to the right nor to the left, to follow after other gods and serve them. Keeping the Sabbath of the YHWH makes us “ride on the heights of the land” in Isaiah 58 and in Deuteronomy 28 it says “YHWH your Elohim will raise you high above all the nations on earth.” That is why in the dream I rose above everyone in the room and flew with great shalom and joy. Rising above all sickness and disease and casting down all fear and sin and doubt. There was now a blessing on the fruit of my body. I was now bearing the fruit of Yahshua’s redemption and healing and wholeness through life and the blessing of keeping His instructions to enter into the Holy day of YHWH and rest with Him in the perfect shalom of completeness. Well I did ride on the heights. In my dream I flew. And when I awoke I was healed. I did delight in the Lord and in Yahshua my healer. HalleluYah!!!!! I get excited again and again as I tell the story of my healing, just remembering the agony I have been delivered from. I can once again enjoy life, free of pain, and eat the foods I couldn’t eat for many years. No pizza or ice cream for 10 years was a hard sentence for me, but the pain and the loss of living a normal life was a worse prison than I can tell you. But because of YHWH’s great love and mercy I am free. I glorify the one who deserves all of the Glory, Yahshua ha Mashiach my King. HalleluYah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There was another confirmation of my healing being due to keeping the Sabbath of YHWH. In fact the words the Lord spoke to me on the road to the doctors office, made clear the words given to me 20 years before in a visitation I received at a camp meeting held at Ruth Heflin’s missionary camp in Virginia. I was taken to the throne in the spirit during a three hour worship service and at that time I was told by Yahshua that I would take the message of HIS REST to the nations. So now it all became clear. His rest is the Sabbath, I thought it was some kind of prayer time or place to go to be with YHWH at the time. I couldn’t understand it when in actuality it was a place, contained in the day of the Sabbath, to go be with Him. It was set apart for me to fellowship with Him because the Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath. Even though I read Hebrews over and over again about “entering into His rest that still remains for us today, I still couldn’t get it. It also said to “fear lest you not enter into it”. I just didn’t understand that it was talking about the Sabbath rest, even though Hebrews clearly says that there remains a Sabbath rest for YHWH’s people, as I was never taught about anything like that in my church. When I found the truth of His Sabbath I found delighting in His day brings healing, restoration, shalom, prosperity, blessing, completeness, and beyond. If you notice in the gospels that Yahshua healed on the Sabbath repeatedly, and made it a point to show that in the Sabbath is healing. It is YHWH’s covenant of rest since creation and it is our door to the full benefits of His Kingdom of Shalom thus Shabbat shalom. Why do you think the Jews are so blessed financially? By keeping the covenant of Shabbat they are blessed. But is the Sabbath only for the Jews? Here is the answer in Isaiah 56: 1.Here is what YHWH says: “Observe justice, do what is right, for my salvation is close to coming, my righteousness to being revealed.” 2 Happy is the person who does this, anyone who grasps it firmly, who keeps Shabbat and does not profane it, and keeps himself from doing any evil. 3 A foreigner joining YHWH should not say, “YHWH will separate me from his people”; likewise the eunuch should not say, “I am only a dried-up tree.” 4 For here is what YHWH says: “As for the eunuchs who keep my Shabbats, who choose what pleases me and hold fast to my covenant: 5 in my house, within my walls, I will give them power and a name greater than sons and daughters; I will give him an everlasting name that will not be cut off. 6 “And the foreigners who join themselves to YHWH to serve him, to love the name of YHWH, and to be his workers, all who keep Shabbat and do not profane it, and hold fast to my covenant, 7 I will bring them to my holy mountain and make them joyful in my house of prayer; their burnt offerings and sacrifices will be accepted on my altar; for my house will be called a house of prayer for all peoples.” 8 YHWH ELOHIM says, he who gathers Isra’el’s exiles: “There are yet others I will gather, besides those gathered already.” And here is what it says in Exodus, Hebrews and Isaiah. Ex 12:49 – One law shall be for the native-born and for the stranger who dwells among you.” “So there remains a Sabbath keeping for the people of YHWH.” Hebrews 4:9 Isaiah 11: 9 For the earth shall be full of the knowledge of YHWH as the waters cover the sea. 10 “And in that day there shall be a Root of Jesse, Who shall stand as a banner to the people; For the Gentiles shall seek Him, And His resting place shall be glorious.” To receive our healing we must go to Yahshua and cast our cares on Him, repent of our sins, and walk in obedience to Him and all of His commands. In the beginning was the word and that word was Yahshua, He is Torah so to obey Him we must obey Torah (first 5 books of the Bible) because He himself taught and obeyed Torah. He said if we love Him we will keep His commandments. They are His commands (instructions) because He is The Word. We must also believe in our Messiah and that through Him we are saved. We must also in the same measure believe we are healed. Some people believe in their salvation but can’t believe for healing, and they are one in the same, bought and paid for by His blood. Trust me when you get free from all sins of the past and present, you won‟t have to struggle with faith in Him. The peace (shalom) that passes all understanding will keep your hearts and mind. You will know the truth and the truth will set you free. All of the cares that choke out the truth of the Word will be cast upon Him because you know that He cares for you. Freedom from captivity brings you to a place of trust that casts out all doubts, and fear is cast out by His perfect love. After my healing miracle Yahshua began to pour out His spirit on me to write music and I could actually play my guitar correctly after many years. I so desired to worship YHWH when I was sick, that I would tune my guitar so low until the strings were very loose and easier to play. I couldn’t play long and it was very painful, and not very pretty, but it was another one of my sacrifices of praise. Now healing flows from the music Yahshua gives to me and people have been healed, delivered of fear, and set free from unclean spirits. I tell everyone that I don’t have any talent or ability; I only have His presence through the life and the blessing of walking in His instructions. From the sweetness of the fruit of His essence flow His blessings. Without His presence I honestly cannot do anything, including walking in full healing. My ministry is obedience. I just do what I see Him do and sing what I hear Him sing. Yes I have heard Him sing. Many of the songs he has given to me have come in a dream. I am nothing more than a radio for Yahshua. After the pain was gone from my body, I still needed some restoration and the new body I had asked YHWH for so many times. The arthritis of the spine had shrunk me to 5’1 and I had a bump on the base of my neck that stuck out. We had a service at our community where we were called to the front for prayer, and while being prayed for at the altar, I felt YHWH reach down and take a hold of each end of me and stretch me. My husband thought I was crazy when I said I just got stretched and I know I am taller now. But when we got home I made him measure me. I was 5′ 2 1/4″ inches. Since I was 15 years old my height was 5′ 1 3/4″ tall, but due to the arthritis in my spine, I had shrunk to 5′ 1”. Now miraculously the bump on my neck was gone and I was a full 1/2″ taller than I ever had been in my life. And 1 and 1/4″ inches taller than I was that morning. Yahshua did such a complete work. I praise Him for full restoration of my body, soul, spirit, and mind. I had another restoration that happened, but I‟m not sure exactly when during this time. I knew since my healing, I was reading again and hadn’t been able to do that very easily for years as I had double vision. I had forgotten about my eyes, but knew I was reading more of the Word like I used to. Then we went to Sedona for a vacation. There was a subdivision we always passed that had a sign out front that I never could read correctly due to the double vision. My husband and I always laughed when we passed by because I thought it said Mystic Chills as this is how it looked to me (mysticchills). This time when I saw the sign I could see it clearly, and I said, “Mystic Hills”! I began to shout and praise Him and cry. He had restored my sight and healed my eyes and I didn’t even realize it until that moment. HalleluYah!! Thanks be to my Mighty Elohim who finishes all that He begins and He is able to complete every work that He begins. All we have to do is line up with Him and His covenant. Remember what it says in Deuteronomy28: 13 “YHWH will make you the head and not the tail; and you will be only above, never below – if you will listen to, observe and obey the commands of YHWH your Elohim 14 and not turn away from any of the words I am ordering you today, neither to the right nor to the left, to follow after other gods and serve them.” All we have to do is listen, obey and don’t turn to the right or the left as when we do we will end up serving other gods or idols (choosing death and the curse). Obedience to the commands isn‟t legalism; they are instructions of protection for YHWH’s children. Don’t you tell your children to not touch a hot stove or play in the street or they will get hurt? There is freedom in the territory of the Kingdom of YHWH to be safe and healthy and blessed. This is what all parents want for their children, and so does YHWH. If all of this sounds really far out remember we have a really far out awesome Elohim. He can do anything! The Bible isn’t a book of just the past, but also the present and the future. Our YHWH is the same yesterday, today and forever. The same miraculous, signs & wonders and giver of dreams He has always been. His Sabbath began on the 7th day of the first week of the creation of this world and mankind. YHWH said it was a perpetual commandment unto all generations, and that means forever. It has never changed because he never changes. It is the spirit of anti- messiah in the Word that tries to change the days and times and even seasons (Daniel 7:25). Sabbath remains for us on the 7th day otherwise known as saturday. Our healing Savior rewards those who seek Him. Yahshua is alive and well today and He wants to heal you. Cry out to him in repentance and choose life and the blessing so you can ride on the heights of the land and bring forth the fruit of your body of Yahshua’s redemption and healing and His mighty deliverance of setting the captives free. I am free; I pray you will be also. Once you are free please remember that you must stand against the powerless enemy and keep him as the liar under your feet. We can be made sick by deception. The enemy may try to get you to take back the sickness or pain again. Remember! Nahum 1:9 says “Affliction shall not rise up the second time.” Raise up the matza (Yahshua is the bread that came down from Heaven) of communion (fellowship restored with the Abba) and declare “my YHWH says I am healed and He can’t lie, Satan is the liar and I declare I am healed in Yahshua’s Holy name. Don’t be Deceived! I want to give you an example of “death by deception” that happened to me TWICE. You’d think I would have learned the first time. But you can be deceived into believing the lies of the enemy unto an untimely death and the deception can be that you are sick as well. The enemy tried to steal my daughter when she was 16. She was taken in an ambulance to the hospital and had no vital signs so they were going to put her on life support. She was blue and her temperature was 80 something I was told it was that of a dead person. She had no blood pressure or heart beat and was cold. Then again several years later during my granddaughter’s birth, the babies heart stopped and she was dead about 30 minutes in the womb. Both had died an untimely death. Both times, I cried out to YHWH and begged Him in the name of Yahshua to heal them, and nothing happened. They remained dead. But in both instances when I exposed the liar and the deceiver and declared that he had no authority over their lives and commanded him to loose them and let them go, they came back to life. Both were fully restored with no damage to brains or organs!!!! HalleluYah!!!!! Don’t let the enemy deceive you into accepting sickness or even death especially if you are walking in YHWH’s commandments. Be sure to repent of your sins known and unknown and then take authority over the enemy and resist him and tell him to leave by the authority given to us by Yahshua and His Holy Name. Do not be deceived, but choose life and declare it, restoration is yours. Trust YHWH more than you trust sickness, death, the doctors word curses, or the problem, and fight for what is yours. If you don’t have any strength to fight, get someone to pray for you, but you continue to repent and begin to do the Word and keep His commands. Take Communion daily and repent daily and Yahshua will stand in the gap with you. He is ever interceding through His covenant cut with His own flesh and blood. Right after I was healed, people who knew me didn’t even recognize me. They would say “do I know you?” Even a friend of 15 years stood face to face with me and didn’t recognize me. That is true restoration. YHWH has brought me total restoration and transformation and I give Him all the praise and glory as my Savior and my King. I pray in the name of Yahshua that YHWH will give you a revelation of His truth, bring you to a place of true repentance, and complete you in His deliverance, healing and restoration paid for by the blood of His Son. I declare your sins are forgiven by the blood of Yahshua. May your entire body be restored and health and strength be returned to you. May your joy be full and the shalom that passes all understanding remain and dwell in you. May YHWH bless and keep you. May YHWH make His face shine on you and show you His favor. May YHWH lift up His face toward you and give you, Shalom. In this way may the name of YHWH be put on you so He will bless you. (Numbers 6:24-27) LeChiam (to Life) in the name of Yahshua, Amen.My Miracle Healing! For 13 1/2 years I suffered with many chronic pain disorders. The last neurologist I saw said I had Multiple Sclerosis. However the test to confirm that never was done because my husband did not want me to suffer with one more test. He asked the doctor if there was anything they could do to help me if the test were positive. The Doctor said no, the diagnosis would neither help nor change anything. So my husband said it made no difference what I had, putting a name on it wouldn’t make it any better, only Abba Father could help me. Putting that name on the sickness could even cause me to be denied insurance as a friend of his had that happen to his wife and she eventually died. The things that I had been diagnosed with were: RSD (reflex sympathetic dystrophy) Hip and lower back pain Duodenal Ulcer, Interstitial Cystitis and Spastic Colon Chronic Fatigue & Fibromyalgia Foot & Sternum Pain Arthritis (of the spine) Muscle atrophy TMJ, Migraines & Trigeminal Neuralgia Poor eyesight and double vision Food Allergies and Environmental Illness Rosacea & Acne Heart Problems (mitral valve prolapse) Everything hurt me, from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. Walking on concrete was like walking on nails. Wearing shoes was so painful, wearing clothes was painful, lying down was excruciating, standing up was worse, sitting down was unbearable. Walking with a cane hurt my hand and arm so bad and riding in a wheelchair was worse as it made my hips and back and legs hurt. I could not walk for longer than 5 minutes and standing still was like standing on a bed of nails. Looking down hurt my neck which resulted in it being very difficult to do the things I loved, reading, sewing, and playing my guitar. Even holding a piece of paper for more than 5 minutes was just excruciating for me. All I could do is lie on an egg crate mattress and watch religious television and wait for the day someone, ANYONE would have a word of healing for me. I really just needed a whole new body and I used to ask the Father for that very thing daily. I had two of the most painful neurological disorders and the third I probably had was Multiple Sclerosis along with ten other serious chronic pain disorders. My husband carried me many times when I couldn’t go another step. He stood beside me and cared for me through it all! He bought expensive special shoes and orthotics trying to help me. He even bought a car for me that I could adjust the seat to a position to take pressure off of my hips and controls on the steering wheel so I could drive without touching my sensitive feet to the pedals unless it was necessary. Even if the air from a fan or a cold air conditioner touched my feet it was excruciatingly painful for me. My husband took me to healing meetings and prayed for me again and again believing for my healing. He learned to rub my feet to bring circulation back to them as my toes were blue and one toe was frozen up where it didn’t move. Whatever the need be, he was there to take care of me! Without his loving support and care and the love of my Abba Father I don’t think I would be here today. It was difficult to accept help from anyone as I didn’t want to be dependant upon anyone. I was stubborn and even at times didn’t want my husbands help. I realized through this ordeal that Renalee needed to die to a lot of pride and stubbornness. The enemy meant all of this for the bad but YHWH used it for His good. It was to bring me to a place that I could find truth, be free, and serve YHWH with my whole heart. I realize now that sin and disobedience brings sickness into our lives. It isn’t a very popular thing to say as people including myself don’t want to hear it. We were healed by Yahshua’s stripes 2,000 years ago. But if we don’t repent of our sins or we continue to walk in disobedience it brings sickness. Look at how many times disobedience brought plagues on the children of Israel and it was only through the repentance and intervention in prayer of Moses that the plagues were stopped. It is YHWH’s will that we all prosper and be in good health but only as our soul prospers. Unfortunately today we accept sickness without questioning where we may have opened the door. Yahshua has paid for our sins and sicknesses and delivered us from all spirits of infirmity by the giving of Himself to pay for our sins. But unless we repent, which is to turn away from sin and cry out to Yahuah for forgiveness in the name of His son Yahshua, we are not walking in the provision of healing and salvation He came to bring us. We’ll fight off sin and trust Yahshua for our salvation, but we welcome sickness in the door the minute it shows up. We immediately confess that we are sick or in pain. Just like the spies that went into the land, we give a bad report and end up wandering in the desert of transgression and infirmity for 40 years. Where are the Joshua‟s that proclaim a good report? The ones who joyfully proclaim: “Yes there are giants in the land, but our Mighty YHWH can destroy them. He will fight the battle for us”. I use this spelling of YHWH’s name as it is the way it was originally spelled in the Bible. The words God and Adonai and Lord replaced His name to protect it from being profaned. However in the act of protection, it was actually lost and we began to call him God as if that was His name. It would be like you called me “singer” instead of Renalee. There is power in His name and we best know what it is. Psalms 91 says our protection comes “Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him; I will set him on high, because he has known My name. 15 He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him and honor him. 16 With long life I will satisfy him, and show him My salvation.” His name is YHWH, I call Him Yahuah (Yah- oo- wah) but I continue to spell out the name so you can say it in the way you are comfortable as Yahweh or yod hey vav hey, which is the way you say the letters of His name. We must get our confession and thinking right. The giants of sickness and sin look huge to our eyes when we look at them with worldly vision. But when we realize that YHWH’s footstool is the Earth and the Universe is His tent, we catch the vision of truth and those giants begin to pale in stature, to our awesome Mighty YHWH. Choose life and the blessing through our salvation, Yahshua. The meaning of the Sons name is “Yah saves” and this is how that name would be spelled, instead of Jesus which has no literal meaning. So I choose to use the name Yah-shua (Yah saves). You may choose what you wish to call Him, this is just the name I have become comfortable with after studying the Word and knowing my Abba Father for 35 plus years. Trust me I had to fight for my healing because it had taken up residence in me. I let it in the door, confessed it daily, and believed in it. The pain was real to me, even more real than the truth I thought I knew. I served Yahshua the best I could. I still prayed almost everyday. When I was stuck in bed, when I couldn’t sleep because the pain was so unbearable, I’d tell the adversary he’d be sorry for putting me there because I was going to lay there and pray. Intercession went forth but not repentance. I didn’t believe that I had done this to myself; I blamed it on the adversary. I couldn’t understand why Yahshua didn’t heal me. I didn’t realize that I myself opened the door to this sickness by disobedience and a bad report and putting my faith in the word curses that the doctors spoke over me. I did believe Yahshua could heal me, the problem was I believed in the indoctrination I had been taught, that when it was His will, I would be healed. The truth was, it WAS His will, that is why He died for me and took stripes on His back. It was up to me to line up with the word and choose life. One day while lying on the couch, as usual, and I saw a program on a TV show where someone’s Dad was supposed to die in 1 month with cancer. Someone told him about receiving healing by taking communion, so he began to take it everyday and he was healed! I’m sure a pastor wouldn’t take communion without repenting first because they go hand in hand. You should not take it unworthily is what Paul said. I said to myself, “I can do that”. But I asked Yahshua if it would be a ritual for me to do that everyday. He spoke to me and said, “as long as there is a revelation happening each time I took it, it would not be a ritual.” So each day it was fresh to me. A new way to recognize Yahshua as my peace, savior, healer, and provider, and it brought repentance. I knew to not take the body and the blood unworthily so each time I asked forgiveness of my sins. In studying the Word I found that He said as oft as you do it, do it in remembrance of me. I would pray to Yahshua “I remember that you died for me and took my sins on yourself. I repent and recognize that all have sinned and come short of the glory. I recognize who you are and what you’ve done for me and I thank you that I am healed.” Then I found a real truth in that I was already healed by His stripes. So I would claim my healing and proclaim that “my YHWH cannot lie and He says, I AM HEALED” as I held up the cup of communion up to Him. During this time I met some precious people who were missionaries and I went to one of his teachings. He taught about how if we are to give sacrificially that it would have to cost us something. In the book of Leviticus when someone brought an offering it was very costly. The animals were their food and livelihood, and the frankincense added to the offering was one of the most costly things on earth, and represented praise worship and prayers of the people. It was more costly than gold due to its rarity and it is more precious to YHWH than gold. So it truly cost them something to bring a sacrifice to YHWH. The blood was a temporary covering for sin until Yahshua would come. After I went to this man’s teaching I had a dream. I was in a church with lots of people and the teacher said that he needed someone to volunteer to pray 8 hours for one day of the week. I sat there thinking “wow, who could do that?” I already prayed a couple of hours a day and couldn’t figure out what you would pray about for 8 hours. No one in the room raised their hands and then Abba Father spoke to me and said “I want you to do it.” I really didn’t want to do it; it seemed too costly for me to give that much of my time. I said Abba how can I do that? He said” remember what Andrew said? A sacrifice always costs you something.” I realized that a true sacrifice to the Father isn‟t something that comes easily, that’s why it is called a sacrifice. I woke up the next morning and decided that I would pray on Fridays before the Sabbath. At first it was a long day for me but after a while it became a delight to be in His presence. I found myself repenting for everything and everyone in all my generations. I repented on my face before YHWH everyday, and then 8 hours at the end of the week. It was a true sacrifice of praise as it was so painful to lie there in the floor. Many times I would put pillows on the floor and lie before Him and repent for every sin I could think of, even my parents and grandparents sins. As the Word says that even to the third and fourth generation are the sins of the father passed down to the children. At one point YHWH told me I had more faith in the sickness than in Him. I cried out in repentance to Him and prayed for His mercy and forgiveness realizing this was idolatry, as I was putting more faith in sickness than in Yahshua’s sacrifice for my sins and the stripes He took for my healing. Looking back now I see that my confession of pain and sickness was a greater reality to me than that of YHWH’s healing power. The pain that I suffered literally overrode my thinking and every function of my life. It was unbearable most times and just unlivable the rest of the time. After about 3 months of communion and repentance, I had a dream. I DREAMED that a man who represented healing came into a gymnasium full of people, where I and my husband and daughter were. I was going over to tell him what was wrong with me and was trying to get there before anyone else as I was so desperate to be healed. Before I even got there he pointed at me and a white light, like lightening, came out of his hand and hit me in the forehead. I fell in the floor and then began to fly around the room above all the people’s heads and laugh and praise YHWH. I don’t know how long it was before I came back to stand on the floor, but it was then that a prophecy was given from YHWH. He said that I would have a healing ministry and so would my daughter. END of DREAM. When I woke up the next morning, to my amazement, I was healed of all the pain!!!! There was no pain in my body! What a glorious day. It had been many years since I didn’t know pain at all times. Suddenly I could pick up a 40 lb bag of dog food. I could walk any distance at the mall without using a handicap sticker, a cane or a wheelchair. I could, to my joy, hold my grandchildren, vacuum, hike, sit for hours, travel, and eat ice cream and pizza. Here in a dream, of all places, I had gotten the new body I had, for so many years, prayed for. My husband’s prayers were answered along with all of my family and friends. Thanks be to YHWH, all glory and honor to Him. It was soooo wonderful to be free!!!!!! I wanted to go to the doctor and get the two, 12 inch thick medical charts that had been split twice so he could carry them, to have their final entry!!! A miracle had happened!!! I wanted it written in black and white to glorify my Yahshua. My doctor is a powerful man of faith, so I knew he would rejoice with me, and not think I had gone crazy. As I was driving down the road going to my appointment I was thinking about my testimony and what I would say to the doctor. Let’s see, I had begun by repenting and then taking communion and then I had the dream……. I was interrupted by YHWH’s voice that was so loud and frightening I slammed on my brakes and almost stopped my car as I drove around this huge curve. He said “No, your healing began when you began to keep The Sabbath. You kept my covenant of the Sabbath so I honored your covenant of communion.” I began to weep and praise my Abba Father as the whole thing became evident to me. All the pieces began to come together and at last I could understand all the things that had happened in my life throughout the years. A few months before the truth of repentance and the revelation of communion had been shown to me; I had felt so convicted about keeping the Sabbath according to Isaiah 58:13-14. It says that, as we hold back our foot on the Sabbath (Saturday) from pursuing our own interests on His Holy day; if we call Shabbat (Sabbath) a delight, YHWH’s holy day worth honoring; and then honor it by not doing our usual things or pursuing our own interests or even talking about them. Then we will find delight in YHWH. And he will make us ride on the heights and feed us with our heritage from Jacob (Ya’acov) for YHWH’s mouth has said it. There are four blessings in Isaiah 58 promised to a Sabbath keeper. #1 You will find your joy in YHWH: Isaiah 58:14 When we” DELIGHT” in entering into YHWH’s Holy day to be with Him and rest in His covenant and be obedient to Him, there is a real joy that comes to your spirit. It is the joy of YHWH and is only present when it is your delight to be with Him in full covenant, rather than just going through the motions because you feel it is traditionally necessary. He doesn’t want our sacrifices he wants our heart. I had been going to a Sabbath keeping church for 2 years but would leave the meeting on Sabbath and go to the store. I had truth but it wasn’t written in my heart nor was I implementing it in my life. I lacked the delight in YHWH and His truth. #2 You will have spiritual authority to declare the Kingdom of Heaven. Is.58:7″YHWH will cause your enemies attacking you to be defeated before you; they will advance on you one way and flee before you seven ways….13 YHWH will make you the head and not the tail; and you will be only above, never below – if you will listen to, observe and obey the commands of YHWH your God. Luke 10:17- 20 “Then the seventy returned WITH JOY, saying, “Yahshua, even the demons are subject to us in Your name.” 18 And He said to them, “I saw Satan fall like lightning from heaven. 19 Behold, I give you the authority to trample on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall by any means hurt you. 20 nevertheless do not rejoice in this, that the spirits are subject to you, but rather rejoice because your names are written in heaven.” 14 Then shalt thou delight thyself in the YHWH; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of YHWH hath spoken it. Now that, is “riding on the heights of the land” (Is.58:14), I rode on the high places of the earth in the dream. I think that is what YHWH was revealing to me. It also says that nothing by any means shall harm you and you have spiritual authority over the enemy and all of his devices, not only that but the enemy has to FLEE from you 7 ways. Halleluyah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #3 You will be “Feasting on the inheritance of your father Jacob.” This is walking in that place of a child of promise, in a covenant spoken by YHWH himself. To feast is an elaborate and usually abundant meal often accompanied by a ceremony or it can also be some entertainment or something that gives unusual or abundant enjoyment. Our delight is in Him and in turn He prepares a table for us, an inheritance so rich and wonderful and more than enough. This is the life more abundant that Yahshua promised us and the fullness of joy. It is the 100 fold blessing and His fullness of blessing. Yahshua said in John 10:10 “The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.” John 15: 9 “As the Father loved Me, I also have loved you; abide in My love. 10 If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love, just as I have kept My Father’s commandments and abide in His love. 11 These things I have spoken to you, that My joy may remain in you, and that your joy may be full #4 Health and Healing comes from keeping the Sabbath Holy. Yahshua spoke to me and said specifically that keeping of the Sabbath was the reason He had healed me. Exodus 15:25-26 ThereYHWH made a decree and a law for them, and there he tested them. 26 He said, “If you listen carefully to the voice of YHWH and do what is right in his eyes, if you pay attention to his commands and keep all his decrees, I will not bring on you any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians, for I am YHWH, who heals you.” Isaiah 58: 8 Then your light will break forth like the dawn, and your healing will quickly appear; then your righteousness will go before you, and the glory of YHWH will be your rear guard. 9 Then you will call, and YHWH will answer; you will cry for help, and he will say: Here am I. “If you do away with the yoke of oppression, with the pointing finger and malicious talk, 10 and if you spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry and satisfy the needs of the oppressed, then your light will rise in the darkness, and your night will become like the noonday. 11YHWH will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail. 12 Your people will rebuild the ancient ruins and will raise up the age-old foundations; you will be called Repairer of Broken Walls, Restorer of Streets with Dwellings. 13 “If you keep your feet from breaking the Sabbath and from doing as you please on my holy day, if you call the Sabbath a delight and YHWH’s holy day honorable, and if you honor it by not going your own way and not doing as you please or speaking idle words, 14 then you will find your joy in YHWH, and I will cause you to ride on the heights of the land and to feast on the inheritance of your father Jacob.” The mouth of YHWH has spoken. My husband and I closed our Saturday (Sabbath) concession business to honor His word to keep the Sabbath Holy. It was very hard on us financially as we were already having difficulties economically. The manufacturing recession hit us hard with plant closures in our town and my husband’s job was suddenly gone. There weren’t any other jobs out there to be found either as the whole telecommunication industry was affected. So it wasn’t an easy decision to close the source of making ends meet, it cost us something. But even Yahshua had to pay the price and we all have to count the cost in some way or other. It cost YHWH the life of his only Son to save us. When my husband and I paid the price, He knew we desired Him and His joy and delight, more than mere earthly things. We had to eventually declare bankruptcy with many others in our little town. We were financially bankrupt but spiritually we were blessed, as we had found the truth of obedience and the blessing of resting and meeting with YHWH on the day He had set apart to be with us. Yahshua has restored us in every way now. I have been healed and restored, my husband has a secure job now, and we have found great joy and delight in being with Him on His special day. The spiritual authority and covenant of YHWH is operating in our lives as it was intended to be. YHWH declared his rest of Shabbat (Sabbath) from the day of creation as an everlasting forever covenant. He confirms it through the word (Torah) to keep His covenant forever as a sign between us and Him that we belong to Him, like our wedding ring. And when we began keeping this covenant out of Love for our Abba Father it manifested the covenant of healing brought by Yahshua‟s stripes. John 14: 21 Yahshua says “whoever has my commands and keeps them is the one who loves me, and the one who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and reveal myself to him.” We chose life and the blessing over the things of this world and that is what moved YHWH’s heart to hear our prayers and meet our needs in abundance. He then truly began to reveal himself to us and showed us the path of healing and restoration because of entering into His covenant with Him. We must choose life and the blessing, or death and the curse, as it is clearly laid out in Deuteronomy 27 and 28. If you haven’t made it a conscious choice, without knowing it, you are probably walking under the curse of disobedience. “Choose you this day” is what the Word says. Life is all about choices, had I not made the right choices that lined up with YHWH’s Word, I would have many more years added onto the 13 and a half years of pain and sickness, if I was even still on the planet. YHWH himself walked through the covenant and expects us to choose to do so as well. It is a marriage vow to be His forever and put on the wedding ring of keeping His Sabbath Holy. Abba Father, I choose life and the blessing. I love you and want to delight in your presence on our special day together, I want to remember the Sabbath and keep it Holy because you are Holy. Isaiah 58 says that as we hold back our foot on the Sabbath Then we will find delight in YHWH. And he will make us ride on the heights and feed us with our heritage from Jacob (Ya’acov) for YHWH’s mouth has said it. Remember the blessing in Deuteronomy 28 that said: 1 “If you listen closely to what YHWH your Elohim says, observing and obeying all his mitzvot (commands) which I am giving you today, YHWH your Elohim will raise you high above all the nations on earth; 2 and all the following blessings will be yours in abundance -if you will do what YHWH your Elohim says: 3 “A blessing on you in the city, and a blessing on you in the countryside. 4 “A blessing on the fruit of your body, the fruit of your land and the fruit of your livestock – the young of your cattle and flocks. 5 “A blessing on your grain-basket and kneading-bowl. 6 “A blessing on you when you go out, and a blessing on you when you come in. 7 “YHWH will cause your enemies attacking you to be defeated before you; they will advance on you one way and flee before you seven ways. 8 “YHWH will order a blessing to be with you in your barns and in everything you undertake; he will bless you in the land YHWH your Elohim is giving you. 9 “YHWH will establish you as a people separated out for himself, as he has sworn to you – if you will observe the mitzvot (commands) of YHWH your Elohim and follow his ways. 10 Then all the peoples on earth will see that YHWH’s name, his presence, is with you; so that they will be afraid of you. 11 “YHWH will give you great abundance of good things – of the fruit of your body, the fruit of your livestock and the fruit of your land in the land YHWH swore to your ancestors to give you. 12 YHWH will open for you his good treasure, the sky, to give your land its rain at the right seasons and to bless everything you undertake. You will lend to many nations and not borrow; 13 YHWH will make you the head and not the tail; and you will be only above, never below – if you will listen to, observe and obey the mitzvot of YHWH your Elohim 14 and not turn away from any of the words I am ordering you today, neither to the right nor to the left, to follow after other gods and serve them. Keeping the Sabbath of the YHWH makes us “ride on the heights of the land” in Isaiah 58 and in Deuteronomy 28 it says “YHWH your Elohim will raise you high above all the nations on earth.” That is why in the dream I rose above everyone in the room and flew with great shalom and joy. Rising above all sickness and disease and casting down all fear and sin and doubt. There was now a blessing on the fruit of my body. I was now bearing the fruit of Yahshua’s redemption and healing and wholeness through life and the blessing of keeping His instructions to enter into the Holy day of YHWH and rest with Him in the perfect shalom of completeness. Well I did ride on the heights. In my dream I flew. And when I awoke I was healed. I did delight in the Lord and in Yahshua my healer. HalleluYah!!!!! I get excited again and again as I tell the story of my healing, just remembering the agony I have been delivered from. I can once again enjoy life, free of pain, and eat the foods I couldn’t eat for many years. No pizza or ice cream for 10 years was a hard sentence for me, but the pain and the loss of living a normal life was a worse prison than I can tell you. But because of YHWH’s great love and mercy I am free. I glorify the one who deserves all of the Glory, Yahshua ha Mashiach my King. HalleluYah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There was another confirmation of my healing being due to keeping the Sabbath of YHWH. In fact the words the Lord spoke to me on the road to the doctors office, made clear the words given to me 20 years before in a visitation I received at a camp meeting held at Ruth Heflin’s missionary camp in Virginia. I was taken to the throne in the spirit during a three hour worship service and at that time I was told by Yahshua that I would take the message of HIS REST to the nations. So now it all became clear. His rest is the Sabbath, I thought it was some kind of prayer time or place to go to be with YHWH at the time. I couldn’t understand it when in actuality it was a place, contained in the day of the Sabbath, to go be with Him. It was set apart for me to fellowship with Him because the Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath. Even though I read Hebrews over and over again about “entering into His rest that still remains for us today, I still couldn’t get it. It also said to “fear lest you not enter into it”. I just didn’t understand that it was talking about the Sabbath rest, even though Hebrews clearly says that there remains a Sabbath rest for YHWH’s people, as I was never taught about anything like that in my church. When I found the truth of His Sabbath I found delighting in His day brings healing, restoration, shalom, prosperity, blessing, completeness, and beyond. If you notice in the gospels that Yahshua healed on the Sabbath repeatedly, and made it a point to show that in the Sabbath is healing. It is YHWH’s covenant of rest since creation and it is our door to the full benefits of His Kingdom of Shalom thus Shabbat shalom. Why do you think the Jews are so blessed financially? By keeping the covenant of Shabbat they are blessed. But is the Sabbath only for the Jews? Here is the answer in Isaiah 56: 1.Here is what YHWH says: “Observe justice, do what is right, for my salvation is close to coming, my righteousness to being revealed.” 2 Happy is the person who does this, anyone who grasps it firmly, who keeps Shabbat and does not profane it, and keeps himself from doing any evil. 3 A foreigner joining YHWH should not say, “YHWH will separate me from his people”; likewise the eunuch should not say, “I am only a dried-up tree.” 4 For here is what YHWH says: “As for the eunuchs who keep my Shabbats, who choose what pleases me and hold fast to my covenant: 5 in my house, within my walls, I will give them power and a name greater than sons and daughters; I will give him an everlasting name that will not be cut off. 6 “And the foreigners who join themselves to YHWH to serve him, to love the name of YHWH, and to be his workers, all who keep Shabbat and do not profane it, and hold fast to my covenant, 7 I will bring them to my holy mountain and make them joyful in my house of prayer; their burnt offerings and sacrifices will be accepted on my altar; for my house will be called a house of prayer for all peoples.” 8 YHWH ELOHIM says, he who gathers Isra’el’s exiles: “There are yet others I will gather, besides those gathered already.” And here is what it says in Exodus, Hebrews and Isaiah. Ex 12:49 – One law shall be for the native-born and for the stranger who dwells among you.” “So there remains a Sabbath keeping for the people of YHWH.” Hebrews 4:9 Isaiah 11: 9 For the earth shall be full of the knowledge of YHWH as the waters cover the sea. 10 “And in that day there shall be a Root of Jesse, Who shall stand as a banner to the people; For the Gentiles shall seek Him, And His resting place shall be glorious.” To receive our healing we must go to Yahshua and cast our cares on Him, repent of our sins, and walk in obedience to Him and all of His commands. In the beginning was the word and that word was Yahshua, He is Torah so to obey Him we must obey Torah (first 5 books of the Bible) because He himself taught and obeyed Torah. He said if we love Him we will keep His commandments. They are His commands (instructions) because He is The Word. We must also believe in our Messiah and that through Him we are saved. We must also in the same measure believe we are healed. Some people believe in their salvation but can’t believe for healing, and they are one in the same, bought and paid for by His blood. Trust me when you get free from all sins of the past and present, you won‟t have to struggle with faith in Him. The peace (shalom) that passes all understanding will keep your hearts and mind. You will know the truth and the truth will set you free. All of the cares that choke out the truth of the Word will be cast upon Him because you know that He cares for you. Freedom from captivity brings you to a place of trust that casts out all doubts, and fear is cast out by His perfect love. After my healing miracle Yahshua began to pour out His spirit on me to write music and I could actually play my guitar correctly after many years. I so desired to worship YHWH when I was sick, that I would tune my guitar so low until the strings were very loose and easier to play. I couldn’t play long and it was very painful, and not very pretty, but it was another one of my sacrifices of praise. Now healing flows from the music Yahshua gives to me and people have been healed, delivered of fear, and set free from unclean spirits. I tell everyone that I don’t have any talent or ability; I only have His presence through the life and the blessing of walking in His instructions. From the sweetness of the fruit of His essence flow His blessings. Without His presence I honestly cannot do anything, including walking in full healing. My ministry is obedience. I just do what I see Him do and sing what I hear Him sing. Yes I have heard Him sing. Many of the songs he has given to me have come in a dream. I am nothing more than a radio for Yahshua. After the pain was gone from my body, I still needed some restoration and the new body I had asked YHWH for so many times. The arthritis of the spine had shrunk me to 5’1 and I had a bump on the base of my neck that stuck out. We had a service at our community where we were called to the front for prayer, and while being prayed for at the altar, I felt YHWH reach down and take a hold of each end of me and stretch me. My husband thought I was crazy when I said I just got stretched and I know I am taller now. But when we got home I made him measure me. I was 5′ 2 1/4″ inches. Since I was 15 years old my height was 5′ 1 3/4″ tall, but due to the arthritis in my spine, I had shrunk to 5′ 1”. Now miraculously the bump on my neck was gone and I was a full 1/2″ taller than I ever had been in my life. And 1 and 1/4″ inches taller than I was that morning. Yahshua did such a complete work. I praise Him for full restoration of my body, soul, spirit, and mind. I had another restoration that happened, but I‟m not sure exactly when during this time. I knew since my healing, I was reading again and hadn’t been able to do that very easily for years as I had double vision. I had forgotten about my eyes, but knew I was reading more of the Word like I used to. Then we went to Sedona for a vacation. There was a subdivision we always passed that had a sign out front that I never could read correctly due to the double vision. My husband and I always laughed when we passed by because I thought it said Mystic Chills as this is how it looked to me (mysticchills). This time when I saw the sign I could see it clearly, and I said, “Mystic Hills”! I began to shout and praise Him and cry. He had restored my sight and healed my eyes and I didn’t even realize it until that moment. HalleluYah!! Thanks be to my Mighty Elohim who finishes all that He begins and He is able to complete every work that He begins. All we have to do is line up with Him and His covenant. Remember what it says in Deuteronomy28: 13 “YHWH will make you the head and not the tail; and you will be only above, never below – if you will listen to, observe and obey the commands of YHWH your Elohim 14 and not turn away from any of the words I am ordering you today, neither to the right nor to the left, to follow after other gods and serve them.” All we have to do is listen, obey and don’t turn to the right or the left as when we do we will end up serving other gods or idols (choosing death and the curse). Obedience to the commands isn‟t legalism; they are instructions of protection for YHWH’s children. Don’t you tell your children to not touch a hot stove or play in the street or they will get hurt? There is freedom in the territory of the Kingdom of YHWH to be safe and healthy and blessed. This is what all parents want for their children, and so does YHWH. If all of this sounds really far out remember we have a really far out awesome Elohim. He can do anything! The Bible isn’t a book of just the past, but also the present and the future. Our YHWH is the same yesterday, today and forever. The same miraculous, signs & wonders and giver of dreams He has always been. His Sabbath began on the 7th day of the first week of the creation of this world and mankind. YHWH said it was a perpetual commandment unto all generations, and that means forever. It has never changed because he never changes. It is the spirit of anti- messiah in the Word that tries to change the days and times and even seasons (Daniel 7:25). Sabbath remains for us on the 7th day otherwise known as saturday. Our healing Savior rewards those who seek Him. Yahshua is alive and well today and He wants to heal you. Cry out to him in repentance and choose life and the blessing so you can ride on the heights of the land and bring forth the fruit of your body of Yahshua’s redemption and healing and His mighty deliverance of setting the captives free. I am free; I pray you will be also. Once you are free please remember that you must stand against the powerless enemy and keep him as the liar under your feet. We can be made sick by deception. The enemy may try to get you to take back the sickness or pain again. Remember! Nahum 1:9 says “Affliction shall not rise up the second time.” Raise up the matza (Yahshua is the bread that came down from Heaven) of communion (fellowship restored with the Abba) and declare “my YHWH says I am healed and He can’t lie, Satan is the liar and I declare I am healed in Yahshua’s Holy name. Don’t be Deceived! I want to give you an example of “death by deception” that happened to me TWICE. You’d think I would have learned the first time. But you can be deceived into believing the lies of the enemy unto an untimely death and the deception can be that you are sick as well. The enemy tried to steal my daughter when she was 16. She was taken in an ambulance to the hospital and had no vital signs so they were going to put her on life support. She was blue and her temperature was 80 something I was told it was that of a dead person. She had no blood pressure or heart beat and was cold. Then again several years later during my granddaughter’s birth, the babies heart stopped and she was dead about 30 minutes in the womb. Both had died an untimely death. Both times, I cried out to YHWH and begged Him in the name of Yahshua to heal them, and nothing happened. They remained dead. But in both instances when I exposed the liar and the deceiver and declared that he had no authority over their lives and commanded him to loose them and let them go, they came back to life. Both were fully restored with no damage to brains or organs!!!! HalleluYah!!!!! Don’t let the enemy deceive you into accepting sickness or even death especially if you are walking in YHWH’s commandments. Be sure to repent of your sins known and unknown and then take authority over the enemy and resist him and tell him to leave by the authority given to us by Yahshua and His Holy Name. Do not be deceived, but choose life and declare it, restoration is yours. Trust YHWH more than you trust sickness, death, the doctors word curses, or the problem, and fight for what is yours. If you don’t have any strength to fight, get someone to pray for you, but you continue to repent and begin to do the Word and keep His commands. Take Communion daily and repent daily and Yahshua will stand in the gap with you. He is ever interceding through His covenant cut with His own flesh and blood. Right after I was healed, people who knew me didn’t even recognize me. They would say “do I know you?” Even a friend of 15 years stood face to face with me and didn’t recognize me. That is true restoration. YHWH has brought me total restoration and transformation and I give Him all the praise and glory as my Savior and my King. I pray in the name of Yahshua that YHWH will give you a revelation of His truth, bring you to a place of true repentance, and complete you in His deliverance, healing and restoration paid for by the blood of His Son. I declare your sins are forgiven by the blood of Yahshua. May your entire body be restored and health and strength be returned to you. May your joy be full and the shalom that passes all understanding remain and dwell in you. May YHWH bless and keep you. May YHWH make His face shine on you and show you His favor. May YHWH lift up His face toward you and give you, Shalom. In this way may the name of YHWH be put on you so He will bless you. (Numbers 6:24-27) LeChiam (to Life) in the name of Yahshua, Amen.​